Life. (day 5)
Sometimes I feel like my body is changing but my mind is not. I am so pleased with where I am with food. We are having the best relationship. Food is not my happy pill. It is my energy and it is my health. I enjoy treats and good food like any other, but it is not my addiction or turn-to-pal when life bites. My ducks are a little out of line in that I am worrying about personal stuff. I want to feel complete and do good things in this world. People say I do, but I want to fulfill my personal passions and be who I am supposed to be. Anyways, yes I am having success with my physical goals, but the struggles are there for me, like I am sure for all. I know I have to change somethings. I know I have to just do it. I KNOW… I just need to relax! Today Oscar and I are going to Bellydance and do some form of cardio. Food is good and similar to what I have been doing. No denying myself. I have what I want. Last night I cooked David salmon and I had my meal like his just without the fish. I did not feel like I was lacking at all. I know though if I want I am just going to have a reasonable amount. Though I have been having nightmarish thoughts about medium rare steaks! Grief. *half joking*
I am glad I got to catch up with my buddies here. I wish everyone a happy and healthy weekend filled with adventure and a few moments of serenity if you can find them. I personally am going to work at being at peace with myself.
I weigh in Sunday. *shivers of excitement* lol
Good luck with the weigh in. Sounds like you are doing great.
Well… I’m happy to read that you are constantly feeling the need to change things and improve yourself, but don’t neglect your past achievements. They are your power base, your source of strenght and can give you a sense of direction. It’s always like that, I guess, you climb a mountain peak, and while still cathcing your breath, you catch a glimpse of yet a higher mountain in the distance. Go chase that higher mountain, Jenn, but pace yourself and enjoy the view while you’re climbing. Ah what am I saying, you know this…
… I’d love to see Oscar bellydance. Is he a natural? LMAO…
… and yeah! Have a good weekend! Hugs!
You are doing great, and remember you have support if you need it. Proud of you!
I am so proud of you! You are a constant source of inspiration to me! Have a FANTASTIC weekend!
If you can get to that type of healthy relationship with food, the rest of it is just around the corner.
The Bible uses a term called an “overcomer.” That is my goal as a Christian, to be an overcomer in every area of my life.
Sounds like you are half-way there.