Jennifer

Well I am weighing in tomorrow (likely will not blog) and then Monday. I have had a pretty liberal plan in the last week so I am not having too many treats this weekend. Then I am weighing in Monday. I know I did not do any long term damage or anything (lol) with my intake because I have been doing plenty of weight training. Oh… I expect to be up a little and that is why I am weighing in on Monday. It is still that darn turkey! I need to plan for more vegetarian meals and make my meat portions smaller.

Today I enjoyed my day off by staying in where it is warm (hmmm… in my mind it is warm. When will they turn the heat on?), read about my Buddies and their lives, ate well, prepared a nice casserole for supper and hung out with Oscar. No cleaning. No laundry. That will just have to be another day. I am sure it will be Saturday AM…lol

I am incredibly thankful for all my buddies here. Sometimes I do let things bother me, but I know who I am and that I am good. I am not evil. I am not the words on my shirt. It was a cute shirt from Walmart that is out with Halloween being this month, so the tag read. I am not taking anything personally and I am not mad. I am not bothered by the words of others, today. I know I have been. Why? What is the point? People are always going to speak what they feel they must. Like the lady at Thanksgiving who said I was too thin! Geesh! I really have to remember that I am more then most know. Others are more then I know. We are just complex individuals.

I am strong and I have the ability to get to my goal. You all give me so much strength. Most days mine is enough, but I am so thankful for the stories out there that are so powerful and filled with lessons. You are always my teachers and I am thankful for you. My lesson that I needed to get has been gotten. I need to be at peace with what is not mine. Well some things will always tick me off…. *shuts of the nightly news*…hehe Anyways.. I would not have say someone who is a racist on my buddy list so I respect choice, I just think it is neat that I could come to a good place with what was dealt to me. I am dealing much better then I use to and I love my “new glasses”. This often is not the case in such a short amount of time. Slow, slow, slow… Always growing though…..

Have a great night!