Trying to make it a good day.
Not a good day. And I often think and sometimes have said that we have to be not depend on others. I literally felt like I might not stop eating. It was so scary. I can not explain the confusion I am experiencing. Holidays. Hormones. Not so healthy food. Stress. Everything seemed to pile up and I was so afraid and then there was this laptop that has all my buddies. And two sweet sweet ladies ( Kama & Shanna) were there when I needed someone right then and there. It hurts me so much and makes me so sad to NEED, but my normal self just stepped out the door. I feel balanced now, but still am a bit weepy. I am off to work out.
I know one thing is for sure. This is the time to be strict with my intake. I have been eating the wrong foods to cause my emotions to become unbalanced. I have been eating toxic foods that are trash for this body that I have come to actually like. Well, it is time to clean up and work out. Today, not tomorrow I start to improve my health. Physically I have been feeling the effects of the poor choices, but today life was a bit slower and I could feel my emotions declining. It felt like a wall of rushing water and I could not stop it.
I am so incredibly thankful for this site and so many wonderful buddies.
Not so positive today and for this I feel a little apologetic. But I am just happy that this site allows for all the emotions. Today I share my darkest thoughts and am incredibly thankful that I could pull myself out by just reaching out. THANK YOU SO MUCH.
Trying to make it a good day…..
I’m just going to say one thing…
All of us have secrets.
All of us wander at times.
All of us have faith that wavers.
All of us at times feel inadequate.
That’s why all of us NEED something more than us.
~Nathaniel Bronner Jr.~
This is why we are here Jen. We are not superhuman and we cannot conquer everything by ourselves. My sister is just now learning this. We need others. It is instilled in us and what separates us and makes us special. Alone we are weak, but when we let other reach out and help, we are stronger than Hercules.
HUGGGGGGGGGGGS,
Shan
I know..the buddies on here are the best….they always help me pick up and dust off. YOu can do this.
Jen, it was my pleasure to be able to help. That is why we need each other, Lord knows I couldn’t make it with out my buddies. We All have dark times, but thank God He always sends an angel with a lite! Love you, girl!
I guess I’m a little slow. I’m sorry you were having such a rough time, but I’m very glad you found the help you needed at exactly the right time. There is nothing wrong with needing others. It doesn’t mean you are weak or dependent. It means you are human. Don’t be too hard on yourself. We are ALL human afterall!!
Chin up girlie.
You are not slow Beebee….. I was just in a funk. No worries.
I’m sorry I wasn’t here either Jen. I feel sad because you are ALWAYS picking me up. And you’ve got that right Shanna and Kama…what a couple of INCREDIBLE ladies!!! Arn’t we blessed to have such a nice home to come to and cry, or brag, or just unload. I’m sorry things have been rough, but you are on top of things and your body has told you…”no more unhealthy choices” and you are so disciplined and focused I know you’ll get right back up again. Your an inspiration…big hugs coming your way!!!
Ahhh all is well. Nuclear break down happens once a month *sigh* Only this time it all seemed a bit MORE with it being also that time of year. You all are so wonderful. Really. Thank you. *hugs*
Hey, don’t ever think you can only bring the positive here. We’re human and it’s okay to have a “bad” day. And also, I think it’s perfectly normal to NEED people. We are social creatures and live in communities. People pick us up and they feel needed so it actually works for the other person too. Hope by the time you read this, you’re feeling back to your old healthy self.
Sorry, you are having such a bad day ! Be strong and dust off and move on to making yourself healthy ! I too am thankful for all the people on this site ! Kimmi
Sorry you are having a bad day. I hope Friday is better for you. You can do this! It’s great that you are doing something about it today and not putting it off until tomorrow!