Jennifer

- Lessons in really being Present with the people in your lives….rushed, but I hope the just is understood…..

So, no dieting this weekend. We almost ate food as a means of finding that common thread between us. Kind of seemed like we were new to each other. I know we are good. Out of all the things that work we found a difference. I understand it to be a common difference amongst men and woman and so I am calm and we are at peace. Communicating….

It is crazy to share this here, but it was so cool that so many old and new shared such warmth with me in the previous comments so I also feel the need to share with you that I am so lucky to have found someone who I share so much with. I mean we have different interests and do our own thing, but we also agree on so much. I guess it is not shocking that something had to make us butt heads finally. I mean we have similar desires for life, life plans, spirituality (though he is more closer to being an atheist and I someone who seeks spiritual enlightenment, he supports me so in all I desire), food (LOL)…… We get each other, yet perhaps better communication is needed sometimes. I guess certain things have been left unsaid and this does not make for good relations. SO THEY WERE SAID and this girl realized she has a lot more strength then she ever new. Well, it is one of those experiences that needed to be experienced. I really need to be more present! We so rarely get intense like this that it is shocking, strange and confusing as to know how to handle. I guess the moral of the story is that regular communication is so good. Plus when all is said and done there is not a weekend where food should be used as a tool for comfort. However, this weekend I almost think it was ok. Did I say that??? Well, it was cool to let go of the need to be on a diet and just BE. Besides my stomach told me I had eaten a little more then I should have. Not even a great deal, just a little overboard. Well, this is the life and it is my opportunity to dive into every new moment…. SO, here I go! Tomorrow I am going to respond to the lovely comments individually, but for now, I have somewhere I need to be. Please know that I am so thankful for all the support and kindness.

Have a great week! Thank you so much ladies. You are beaUtiful and you better know it *hugs*

OH YEH… back to a good diet again, with hopefully some good results!