Archive for November, 2008

spirit & music

So I went to the James Blunt concert and I did not know what to expect.  I thought it would be containted and calm.  Well we were in for a treat because THIS WAS THE MOST SPECTACULAR CONCERT EVER.  And I have accepted the fact I will likely NEVER see another show like this again.  Truly electrifying and complete!  I LOVE THIS ARTIST.

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I am one of those people who just does not get inspired at all when I listen to the radio.  Seriously I feel for the most part the air is being filled with empty, heartless fluff.  I rarely buy CDs anymore as well, but I did have James’ 2 CDs so I new the music I was to hear, but his magic shocked every person I am sure in the not quite sold out facility.  What a shame that everyone could not experience it.  Even David who does not LOVE his music as much as myself was impressed.  This girl does not scream and I did not even know I had it in me, but I could not contain the life that his music brought out in me.  It is not even the fact that he so freakin cute, but rather, LIFE.  This is what I feel filling up inside of me as I listen to his music.

I never have seen any of his well done, but very intense vidoes until I checked him out on You Tube.  WOW.  I have appreciated the CDs and will always feel that concert, but the videos are intense, meaningful and creative.

Anyways,

What an orgasm!  Ha.   The songs I love are - You’re Beautiful, Goodbye My Lover, Cry, No Bravery, high, Shine On, I Really Want You, Give Me Some Love and Carry Me Home.  And more….

I tried to post links to YouTube but for some reason it did not work.  Oh well.  :P

I have not felt the need to over indulge in days and days and so I am pleased with this.

ALSO, I have discovered the World of Warcraft and I LOVE it too.  I am a night elf who fights as needed (like an immune system) and I collect herbs (like eating good foods to provide the body with nutrition for good health)…hehe.  It has been helping me feel Zen when I have not been feeling so well.  PLUS, some stranger (a gnome) on the server yesterday gave me the best armor for my character (all because she saw that my character could wear it…a true upgrade) and so since I have been prosperous in the last couple days, I had to send her a surprise to her mailbox….hehe.  She is going to be just a wee bit surprised….hehe. 

So all these things plus my sweetie and I seem to be on a new level of greatness.  I have been a little stressed out (ok…a lot) with Oscar as I have to administer meds to him and I have had to be very creative with this as he does not like them AT ALL.   It really, really, really hurts seeing him so distressed, but I have to give them.  :(    Things are getting better though. 

All my blood tests were excellent, but I am getting one last one - the ELISA blood test for allergies.  It will be nice to know what my sensitivies EXACTLY are.  Some food sensitivities are difficult to detect.  The allergens can enter the body lower in the digestive tract causing countless problems through out the body and the little culprits are unknown.  And I am tired of guessing.  So, it will be good to know.

Off to become educated…..

These are the highlights.  *smiles*

Have a musical day! *hugs*

Thoughts & Thanks

When I think about Thanksgiving I think of giving thanks for all the things that are in my life, but I must confess I did not think of those who have given up so much and lost so much as well. I am thankful for my loved ones and friends and I appreciate and think of the struggles of The Many.

I do not believe the majority of the exchanges made with early explorers, settlers,  priests, governments and Native Americans/Canadians were made fairly. We know this. We are not our forefathers and mothers and so we can not feel poorly for what was done to the true First Peoples of this great continent. But I think it is important to know that First Nations people struggle in our society due to numerous socio-economic, health and racial issues and that there livelihoods today are mostly a result of early conditions and experiences. That without saying, Aboriginal people have a rich and beautiful culture and a strength that will help them grow and hopefully help them to achieve very prosperous futures. I see this lately more and more where Aboriginal companies and leaders are flourishing, but still I see extreme poverty too.  As with everything in life, it takes time, determination, strength and voices.   

Today when I require a little more strength and determination I look to those who also struggle and I find beautiful character that is so admirable. Thank you to all my wonderful buddies here. I have found peace in some necessary escapism lately and this is okay. More on this later. :) I will say, I am treating this body more like a temple and living life quite moderately. I am making it a part of my day to breathe, just breathe and feel the perfection of The Moment.  Peace and love to Everyone……

a long weight loss road

It was asked and so I have finally gotten around to sharing. Why did it take so long? Thinking about the past was hard, but it is good to see where I am and where I was. Life is good.How have I gotten here all the way from 250 pounds?

At 18 I left home and lost 50 lbs in 2 months. I lived in a residence off campus. I left for school like over a week before classes started…. Not that this is ideal, I did eat a lot of Ichiban (yuck, but they were good and cheap at the time…lol) and tuna and drank plenty of water (other stuff too), so it was far from balanced, BUT the only time I binged was when I went over to a friends and ate way too much cherries jubilee frozen yogurt.

I did LOTS OF WALKING around a new city. My life is a blur, but I do recall eating healthy food much of the time. Then I also recall eating a lot of late night take out too. When I worked nights as a caregiver, I always took snacks. As long as they were healthy choices I contined to lose and feel good.But I have been up and down.The best thing was finding Weight Watchers which really taught me portions. Nothing is off limits because doing so just makes me want.

I use to think that there was a certain way to eat that was ideal and healthy and maybe there are some points to this kind of thought, but extremism is not something to tamper with. Thinking about food or foods negatively is only asking for trouble. There is this diet vs. that diet and blah blah blah….. I prefer a mostly vegetarian (NOT vegan) diet because it helps me feel level, less acidic, more free of pain and peaceful. Thinking that any food is evil is just another thing that welcomes needless guilt into my thoughts and THIS is something I do not need.

Losing weight and learning some food combining ideas has helped my health so much. Though I still struggle with stress, I feel pretty healthy. No matter what is going on in my life, I feel good as long as I am RELAXING. Even today, I started out the AM very very well and food is not even on my mind.  In fact I have had to say, oops I better eat… that is if I want the studying to keep going. :)

The last little while I have been a bit of a grazer. Nibble, nibble… small meals, even a snack here and there after supper. But, my body is happy. I am feeding my hunger and not my emotions. I know this can change, but I am better now for having experienced it all. It is possible to find peace and love yourself if you just give yourself a chance. I am up and down with this too.

TODAY I looked at myself and said, Self, you look pretty darn good. Sure the legs and bottom are a little full, but I feel great. This is not something I usually feel. I really want to feel this, is it too much to ask, all the time? Ha, hormones!

I have removed my ticker and I am getting rid of the scale for a bit. It is no longer our way to assess. Dec. 21 will be one month since David and I are paying more attention to our consumption and then I will weigh in. But it is really about feeling good in my skin. And despite the number this AM, I feel pretty fine. But I know on a different day it can just piss me off. So why? Why do that?

AND THE BIGGEST thing that has helped me lose……..ACTIVITY, everything and anything.  Whatever I was into at the time, I just did it.  The ability to move and move well is a blessing that I do not take for granted.

Personal goal to keep in mind - to say “sorry” less. It is so tiring and neally always makes me feel crappy. So I will try to not do that. :)

Thanks for my buddies who have asked about me and for those who have sent some humor my way. Sometimes, all we can do is laugh. Laugh like a nut. Laugh like you might pee your pants. Laugh like you can not stop. Laugh until you cry and your abs hurt.

Happy hump day Everyone! 

signing off as,

Heidi Heaven-Fire ;)

Guilt and animals

Feeling guilty actually makes me want to indulge in the sweet delights that in turn causes me to cheat myself and my weight loss progress. 

What makes me feel bad?  Using products that have been tested on animals.  I’ve come to a place in my life where I am not sure what my purpose is and I am just not sure if I need to help people in the same way I have.  I am moving in a direction that is unknown.  Anyways, the one thing that has always tweaked my interest is the fury creatures.  They are helpless and have no voice in this world that is crowded with greedy and uneducated people.  I am one as I do not know what is behind every product.  But David and I did the couple thing this weekend of picking a shampoo.  Man it seemed to take a very long time!  :)  But anyways, we picked a large bottle of Dove shampoo guessing that it would be okay.  Well sure enough Unilever is on the list of companies that test on animals.  *SCREAM*  So now we have this big bottle of shampoo (bought the big one because it would mean less recycling).  So, no way can we keep it. 

I was even shocked to learn that some candy bar companies are even testing that junk that we put in ourselves on little animals.  HOW…. I do not know.  So indulging too much can actually cheat me.  But it also says that I accept the treatment of these little and cute critters (even mice).  Sure some might say “I have enough to worry about, I do not need another concern.  Well animals need voices too.  FINE! Let’s eat meat to our hearts content (I feel healthier eating a little meat, but really prefer less), but suffering animals so we can have what we want!  No thank you. 

 

But here is a list of companies that test on animals if you care to read.

http://home.netcom.com/~axleplus/stuff/hotstuff/company.html

This is where I am at. 

These are my products/the companies that test on animals.  Tide unscented laundry detergent is hiding behind all the other products.  I/we will never buy them again.   I will be using the laundry detergents up (not the Spray n Wash) and will be taking the others to a place that will discard of them safely.  Most chemicals at some point have been tested on animals, the key is, are these companies continuing to test?  Even The Body Shop is likely crap.  They certainly are not the green or ethical company I always thought they were! 

http://www.mcspotlight.org/beyond/companies/bs_ref.html  (Use to use their wonderfully scented burgamot and lime shower gel.)

I kind of feel like an idiot because I was concerned many years ago, but it slipped away from my thought and I kind of just thought, WHY would they still continue to test??? 

KNOWING….. that every choice can be a choice for the better.

My favorite companies/products are BioVert (dish soap and diswasher detergent), Jason Natural Cosmetics (everything), Beauty without Cruelty, Burt’s Bees, Kiss My Face, and Palmer’s Cocoa Butter Formula emollient. 

Poor choices today: Having a bowl of Rice Crispies, milk and marshmellows.  Ok, a better meal choice can be made today - Supper: Borsht, fish, sweet potato and salad.  The marshmellows would have been okay if I was in a better state of mind.  So, moving on.  :)

Good choices: getting this shampoo and other products out of our new bathroom and condo, not taking any more clients from my current/former employer, choosing Weight Watchers points for the next 30 days. (Intuitive Eating, though AWESOME, has not been working for me.  I will try it again in the New Year, though I am not forgetting the principles).  Being fatter at Christmas will not impress me or fill me with festive cheer.  What I am cheering over - GOING TO JAMES BLUNT THIS WEEKEND…. I am so excited!!!  I also did my pilates today and ate steamed broccoli tonight when hungry and had already ate 30 points for the day.  I had enough calories today, but I did need to respect my hunger.   Kudos to me…hehe

Cheers to good choices and moving on from the not so productive choices.

Yep, this is a some what manic blog.  Life. ;)

FRUIT

So I am writing this because one of my buddies made the cool choice to write a blog instead of eating mindlessly and I think that is just so great.  So, last night I did not chose sweets after supper, but rather I read blogs, ate some mini mandarin oranges (I guessed 6 was a serving once peeled) and watched the Oilers win, YAH.  I really, really, really wanted to eat something and was a little hungry so later in the evening, I had 2 cups of air popped popcorn.

http://www.efreshfruit.com/fruits-info/oranges2.htm  

Anyways, these mini mandarin oranges are so AMAZING and can you believe they are about an inch and a half wide.  SO CUTE!

I love all fruit nearly equally though I am not the biggest fan of most melons.  Good on occasion though.  I guess I love berries and fresh pineapple the best. 

And Saskatoon berries in a pie are just HEAVEN.  LOL… no pie right now.  I know it is not the most ideal thing to see food as a reward, but sometime before this year ends, I would like a piece of this pie.  OOH ooh, I know, the next person to tell me this year that I have lost too much weight will have to buy me a piece of Saskatoon Yum!  Ok, I may have to just treat myself!  Dieter’s Power!  Like Girl Power, but I am in just the best place in a long time with diet.  I know things will just happen when they happen.  And I am ok with slow, because my overall form will look better as I do not rush it.  Ok, I wrote about it and it is done.  The pie fantasy is out of me.  *wink* (I fully recognize that this was NO fantasy.  I do not want to temp others, so it was in my head, a talk briefly about it and BAM, done. ;) )

What is your favorite fruit?

Jo, did you get your 2 servings of fruit in???

Yesterday I had a banana, prunes and mini mandarin oranges.  I count my tomato as a veg, but I guess it is a fruit.

Happy munching on that sweet juicy piece of fruit that’s just dying for you to savor it’s delightful nutients.  What a terrific way to give your body energy and life!

Little tiff last night with my sweetie over the fur child, so today I am really going to think only positive.  I love myself today and ALL thoughts and choices will reflect my desire to choose Happiness.  I am looking at the big picture and not the tiny unimportant things.  I know that one way I can chose to love myself is giving myself fruits and veggies.  If I am doing this then I will be less likely to eat senselessly.  So….. here goes… Breakfast, workout and studying…..

On this Rememberance Day, my prayers go out to family of military personel and soldiers serving their countries and also I remember the past soldiers who have fought for what I have in this society.  May peace come to us all someday…. 

Constipation

If you do not have a problem with constipation, then great.  But anyone who has a problem knows how uncomfortable it is and dealing is ESSENTIAL - both for your sanity/comfort and for your health.  I write this here because it has come to my attention that a number of people are having issues.  I have to work very hard to be regular and happy too.  I also think that Dr. Oz who has been on Oprah is awesome.  Though I have not read his book(s) he was brilliant when doing the poop talks on her show and so I can only assume the books are fantastic!

The purpose here is to help people who are stuck.   Happiness is the goal.  Somethings might be worth a try and then some will say, life is not worth living without that X-food or beverage or whatever.  We must enjoy and find the balance for our unique selves.   Usually the smallest changes can help.  Also, I come from a natural means of healing though in my life I am very much a middle ground thinker.  I am not of the allopathic vs. homeopathic camp.  There are good things to be taken from both schools.  I clearly think we are the sailors of our ships and our health though. 

What I know causes constipation for me and others things that can cause constipation:

-heavy meals - slows digestion

-lack of exercise

-inability to digest bread and dairy and prolonged consumption can even make it worse - good to have a varied diet. Plain active bacteria yogurt is better then milk.  I kid you not and I am getting use to it, but instead of milks, more and more I am adding yogurt and a little water or some kind of milk to my cereals.  I add different things to make it taste good like raisins, cut prunes, seeds, nuts, pineapple, ground flax or hemp seed, etc.).  I am even starting to prefer it and the results, though I had to convince myself it was good for me at first.  Actually I believe early on there was no milk of any kind in the house, so I tried it.  It grew on me….  :) 

-early intake of cow’s milk  (I share with you now, I have been constipated for the majority of my life and this is one of the reasons I chose to study Natural Nutrition.  Also intersting, babies who are breast fed ted to have less digestive issues.) 

-Early inappropriate foods and continued abuse of our guts creates a system that may not be able to function well.  Luckily our bodies are pretty forgiving.  A book I recommend to anyone who has digestive issues is Eating Alive by Dr. Matsen.  It is written in a fun way, but the information is serious and helpful.   MORE IMPORTANT THEN FOOD COMBINING IS CHEWING WELL!  :)

-chocolate, especially when combined with nuts - my weakness…. *sigh*

-constinuous meals and snacks that do not adhere to the principles of food combining - especially large amounts of meat that because all meats have a significant amount of protein and most have a moderate-high fat content, it really slows digestion and when mixed with carbs slows it down even further and may create fermentation in some individuals.  (yeast problems?   Nutrition, nutrition, nutrition….)

-a lot of fluids with meats (diluting hydrochloric acid -HCl) or not enough fluids with high fiber foods.  HCl in our stomach decreases with age.

 -impropper digeston beginning with not enough chewing - food should be a paste BEFORE swallowing, mixing as much saliva as possible. (25-50 times, may seem tedious, but it is your health!) This begins carbohydrate-sugar digestion and this is very important in not welcoming fermentation.

-high fat diet - fats slow down digestion more then carbs (fast) or protein (about 4-6 hours to digest)

-tea and coffee as they act as diuretcs (Though caffeine can also stimulate some people’s digestion. ??? - Still it is more diuretic I think.) 

-many medications (Tylenol, some heart and depression medications, … so many)

 -calcium without magnesium, and iron supplements

-aluminum (yikes - get that out of the diet or certainly reduce! Aluminum foil that comes into contact with food, pots/pans, antipersperants/deodorants,baking powders, bleached flour, processed cheese, antacids, breathing in dust when sanding from aluminum oxide sandpaper, beverages from aluminum cans)

-starchy fruit like bananas and some sources say cherries (though some say the opposite for both).  We are unique. 

-avoid tea with meal or high protein meals. The tea acids can toughen the protein and slow digestion  (I do like my tea….)

-avoid intense exercise, sleeping, bathing or walking around a lot after eat a meal. Right. *rolls eyes* Anyways, these all interfer with the bodies ability to digest propperly because blood is moved away from the middle of the body. Still I think if one is chewing well and not mixing huge amounts of fluid, one should be able to LIVE after eating….lol

-stopping smoking as nicotine can have a laxative effect.

-VARIOUS health problems

 -prolonged sress

-change in hormones

-pregnancy

-traveling

WHAT HELPS….The goal is to speed up digestion. Not decrease the ability of the body to absorb, but to allow the body to DO IT’S JOB! -digest, absorb and elliminate!

 -small meals are better

-limit sweets

-regular and small amounts of water over the course of the day. The standard 6-8 glasses is usually a good start. But water is individual and based on activity, climate, temperature, body weight etc. What is right for one, may not be right for another.

 -not mixing continual high carb and big protein meals or at least keeping the portions smaller. -limit breads if you think you might have problem digesting. NOT forever, but just for a month or so. Add back slowly. I find open faced sandwiches to be easily digested.  Though for awhile I am avoiding wheat.-limit cow’s milk/dairy except low fat quality yogurt (avoid thickeners) - get the real stuff. Ingredients should include milk and bacteria. NOTHING else. Fat free yogurts usually have thickeners. The last thing one needs is cornstarch and caragenum gum plugging you up  - yuck!

-add a good acidophilous supplement to aid in digestion or eat that yogurt

-magnesium rich foods and some take a supplement

-allow at least 3 hours though many sites and sources say 4-6 hours to digest meats before eating sugary foods and fruits (this is why small meals are better - less time to digest)

-eat fruits usually alone or with foods that have good bacteria (yogurt, kefir). Watch portions.  I semi adhere to this, but mostly I just listen to what is working with my body and what is not.

-pineapple and papaya have natural digestive enzymes so they can be eaten with anything. Chew well as with all food.

-low fat diet, but chose quality EFA foods (nuts, seeds, salmon, avocados, hemp seeds, nut butters) -some say grinding your own flaxseeds, though others find it can cause constipation.  (Not enough water maybe?) I am not sure about this, but everyone is certainly different. Still I think other factors cause constipation, not likely flax.  Most sources will say flax HELPS digestion.

-avoid eating fruit after a meal and also desserts. Save for another time? :) This is hard for me.  For those who have slow digestion, excess sugar is just bad news when residing with the slow and perhaps poorly digesting protein.  Irritable?  Yeasty?  Sorry, had to just put it out there. 

 -it is said that hard foods (require a lot of chewing) are better then huge amounts of liquids like shakes and soups. Again, I think variety and aiming for a less watered down day is ideal.  But, individual.

-high scratchy fiber foods can cause irritation/inflammation in the intestines so best not to overdo it. Eat a variety of different kinds of fiber rich foods and psyllium once in awhile can be helpful. Just do not cook with it, YUCK.  I ruined what would have been some good muffins cooking with psyllium… *rolls eyes*

-prunes, potatoes, carrot juice, apples, beets, vitamin C rich foods (tomatoes, potatoes, lemons, strawberries), lentils, chickpeas, portioned whole grains and start smaller (1/2 c)…. many other high fiber foods too.  A varied diet, high in fruits and vegetables with plenty of fiber and one’s appropriate amount of fluid is important.

-de-stress, yoga, pilates, regular exercise (In particular Hatha yoga can help the digestive system.)

-massage stomach, circular and pressing downward as one lays down or stands

I do not agree with Wikepedia’s suggestion that prolonged use of laxatives is okay. In fact it IS NOT! Best to deal with what is the cause of the problem then to continue a life style that is likely the main culprit. Still if one has a healthy life style and is still having problems then it is best to look at ways to deal. For those who are really suffering and have looked at everything, some substances are better then others. But seek medical advice!!! There are physical reasons one could having problems but in our current society of changing nutrition and stress (environmental and mental), it is likely that we can help ourselves with even slight changes in lifestyle.  THAT WITHOUT SAYING, I have had older clients (me as a caregiver) who have needed their laxatives.  Certainly quality of life  is vital. THESE are ideas and suggestions for those who struggle.  There are not so many ‘for sures’.  But good digestion is key in preventing many illnesses.  What can we do today to improve our digestion even a little?  Pick and choose from above and do your own research.   There is no clear idea of what is the ‘right’ amount or frequency for bowel movements (so my doctor said recently), but comfort is essential.  Sometimes the poofiness in the middle is a sign that digestion is a little or a lot poor.   Happy and smart eating and pooping!  ;) If you know something that works in dealing with the problem, please share as you could be helping someone.  Thanks.My comments on this:  Chocolate, dairy and wheat I think has really done a number on me lately (yes, let’s blame the food, not!) and so I am doing a little tweaking of my diet.  Back to nature a little more…whole foods,….75% of the time?  Oh I think I can do that. 

The Big Picture

I listened to the little voice today and it lead me to some wise blogs.  I learned so much that I must share.  I do not want to lose site of two important things.

1. Sometimes we need to step back and look at The Bigger Picture.  What do we want for ourselves?  The time has come for me to toughen up a little, stop acting like a child who just wants and wants and mindlessly indulges.  I want something and my choices now have to reflect that future image.  And so the bigger future and smaller me picture helps me to re-focus.  This week I do not deny as much as I really ask myself if I REALLY WANT it and will ENJOY it as much as I will enjoy that future me I have in my mind.   And yes it is a realistic one.  It’s even more realistic then the one my doctor seems to think is okay.  After all, I know my body.

2. Our choices now can make us sad and moody OR they can help us to feel good about ourselves.  We Choose Happiness with every little choice.  Happiness is not something that happens to others and boo hoo.  Sure things can be tough, but every moment we have an opportunity to do something well or better.  Tis a choice!  Happiness!!  This week I make a choice to eat more whole foods.  This is for my well being and happiness.  Must leave out the wheat for awhile too.

This is my guide for the week.  Intuitive Eating is another guide, but if I do not follow the principles of The Bigger Picture and Choices For Happiness, then I might not see anything at all.  These ideas are immersed in Intuitive Eating, but I needed to see it from the human experience.  I have been walking blindly, but thanks to a wise voice in my head that I actually listened to (”go read this ladies older blogs”), I have some guidance and can see things again.

Must give thanks on this Sunday to a lady here named Stacey.  She has much to do in her life and yet she shares here and inspires.  Thank you to her and Buddyslim.

 

This week if I have had a good week (based on intuitive eating, these 2 principles stated here and general feeling of peacefullness), then I will have motivation that continues for a long time.  I apparently am getting some gift from David too.  I said I need something as I was desperate to motivate myself.  Now a gift.  But I wanted to find that internal motivation and in my search I found it.  Brilliance is everywhere.  Sometimes it just takes me bending over to lift a rock to unvail a naturally radiant seeking worm dancing like Stevie Wonder.  (Just feel like listening to Stevie Wonder for some reason.)  Other times it just takes me listening to the voice.  The voice in my head that is more wise then the fear and the sadness that holds me back.

Turn over a new leaf or a rock….

International Rock-Flipping Day 

Have a great day everyone. ;)

self-respect

 Wishing everyone a weekend and week that is filled with peace and happiness. 

I know if I feed myself well and continue working out like I have been, the results will come.  Just after 5 days I have seen so much improvement.  Seven straight days of cardio. (8 was my goal and tomorrow that is reached.)  This weekend I set a new activity goal and go with that.

Today I am living with patience and self love.  Yes, I tattooed it on my head. *wink*  Progress……. That and feeling fiesty has got to be a good thing!  :)

Tea cheers!

Realization during my workout

I just realized that I have been focussing on a lot of things that are outside of me because I do not want to deal with some stressful thing that I have to deal with soon.  This huge realization came to me as I was working out this AM.  So now that I am aware of this, I commit today more fully and mindfully to not indulge in negative behaviors.  Yah for workouts! *wink*  For myself I will update later.

Have a great and fit day everyone.

 Update:  I think today is not a good self love day.  I mean I feel so happy about some things, but once again I express myself and I do not like the consequences.  I do not know who I am suppose to be and I sure lack the confidence to be the me I think I am.  Food was great.  No destruction.  Just not so confident to speak my thoughts.  Even now I wonder if I will say something stupid.  Chances are good…lol  

I refrain from snacking tonight during the game.  Rather I am having a reasonable supper. It is neat to be so confident that I will not eat after 6:00.  It just will not happen.  A mood I am in.  Perhaps some consitency with the SJW will be good like my activity.

Hope

Just a question…..  “All villages matter !!!”  - Who said this?  Barak Obama or Colin Powell?

Changing, inclusive, beaUtiful America !!!

We are a huge group with interesting ideas here at Buddyslim and though sometimes we disagree, we are truly stronger with each other by our cyber-sides.  People are hurting, so let’s understand that change is difficult for many. 

I feel hope as I turn on the TV.  I have to admit I did not feel for sure that it would happen.  After last election where I just was so confident of the pending results and only was left shocked.  Mouth on the floor….  But there is so much hope and energy in me now, it is almost overwhelming.  I CAN NOT imagine what it is like to be a part of this huge moment in history.  Yet, I do believe that others outside the US feel this way too.  Change and hope and SCREAM !  :)  When I got home it seemed right to snack on something - I was anxious.    BUT I WAS TOO EXCITED WHEN I LEARNED THE NEWS.  Food was forgotten. 

The show last night was a bit disappointing (TSO) and David was perhaps more so.  So we left early to get home before we were stuck in traffic and had to hear the results on the radio.  I quickly turned on the TV.  Katie Couric announced the winner and I felt like I was in a dream.  The only thing that is bringing me to a bit of an ugly reality is the Obama bashing and racism that has been sparked a little more.  I am hoping and praying that everyone can come together and ride this Hope all the way towards Peace. 

Peace to everyone!

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