Jennifer

 So it was a night for the spirit.  I was really impressed with the Nickelback concert.  We had these tickets since before Christmas and it was such a treat.  Granted, I had no hearing for about 3 hours after the concert, but hey you only live once.  No complaining.  I am onlying seeing the beauty and heat of the night.  WOW, I have not seen that much fire in an enclosed building EVER!  WOW!!!   I am so glad that I am not young and hung over like so many…. MY GAWD!  The beer and more beer and more beer….

The big band with a moving sound from little Hanna, Alberta.  They still make me move better when I have weights in my hands.  :) 

 Yesterday was a weird day for the Eats, but it was fun to just be free.  Still I ate to the point of being satisfied and stopped.  It was a really fine day for sure with Dim Sum being the main fun meal.  My fave… the shrimp!

It is a new day to eat veggies.  The closest thing to a veggie I ate yesterday was mushrooms.  Had a grapefruit and half a pear.  I swear, I feel awesome today, the day after.  Still, my body is saying a few veggies please!!!  And yes another steamed pork bun too please!  Like a child.  “No, you had one and a half yesterday.  You are good for awhile.  Now eat some balanced meals.”

And how can something so white, taste so good?  Treats.  Mine was a steamed pork bun.  YUM.

In a book I was reading the other day, the author stated that though she has a view that is optimum eating for most, she could not fault a friend who ate what ever the heck he wanted, BUT he just did not become toxic by over eating.  He stopped at That Point, when the body is saying DONE, even though the mouth is saying MORE PLEASE (now).  So.  It was a yummy day where I did not think so much.  I felt life and lived it.  But I feel that I must give my intuition the respect it deserves too.  Everything in me is telling me to respect how I have not been feeling so well again and DO SOMETHING…. gently and with a smile.  A real one….. 

And not be obsessed with that oral fixation that rules the emptiness!!! 

Note to self:  I was not breast fed as a baby!  I recieved a cow milk formula and so when I want love, I crave dairy.  Realising this, I HAVE BEEN NOT craving dairy.  Chocolate is not dairy right?  Well that is George, not me.  LOL

My spider senses are telling me to respect the changes in my body and lack there of.  Use what I know and see if it works.  Something came over me yesterday AM.  It was kind of a little turning point.  I have learned enough in my studies to not cause me to feel insane with the unknown.  Sure I do not know everything and I never will.  But when it comes to my health I have often been confused.  But so what if I was not breast fed and did not acquire the benefits and so what if I have health issues and have to eat better it would seem then some.  I have what I have and I better be thanful for it.  AND I AM.  I am so thankful and so much more at peace with just Being.  If something does not work, if I want to try 7 jobs before I find the thing that makes me happy, SO WHAT.  Just try.  Just relax and enjoy the new.  Where is this all coming from?  I found peace this week in my lack of progress!  Then it came to me in the stillness of a Saturday morning.  Not having success and not having one bloody answer made it okay to just Be and know that trying something was something New.  And it too would lead me somewhere else.  Now, this is a calm I could get use to…… Ha.  Until life ruffles my feathers, AGAIN.   Ok.

I will take it!

Off to spend a relaxing day with my two sweeties……

Quiz:

What is Jennifer’s favorite concert she has ever seen?

a)Bon Jovi  b)James Blunt  c)Beyonce  d)Nickelback  e)Metallica  f)all of the times I have seen Bif Naked  g)the couple times I have seen The Tea Party  h)New Kids on the Block (in the 90s…lol)  i)Jann Arden  j)Def Leppard

 THE ANSWER - James Blunt….. oh yes!  YES, yes, Yes, YES!  And, Bif.  I love my Bif.  Boy though as I think about it, they all were fantastic moments in time.