Jennifer

Strength, Courage, Talent, Warrior, Beautiful Woman

“Hopefully I’m better. I’ve evolved.”  -Bif Naked

Crash and Burn - “We get what we deserve …. You’re a star / But nothing about you shines.”

Yes, there’s truth and honesty from chaos and pain and when you can come out the other side stronger, then maybe that’s the purpose of this all.  Many brilliant people say this, so just maybe…. *little laugh*

Again, I come back to this feeling that’s exploding from me and lighting up everything around me.  I fight it and I want to look all pretty, and I feel imperfect.  Oh yeh, somethings matter and somethings don’t.  Get over my f**king self, I tell my other self.  NOTHING that others say matters.  All good things come to those who just do and those who believe !  Telling and hearing is never believing though and this is so hard.  Believing has to come from somewhere and if I just hear from within one more time, I might snap.  I’m not fully sure about this believing, but it seems hot, fragrant and as real as my Earl Grey Tea….just not sure how to get a grasp on it.   I’ll just take it all in and…be.

Off to the concert tonight and I am so happy because I just feel so incredibly lucky.  I appreciate all that I have.