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FRUIT

So I am writing this because one of my buddies made the cool choice to write a blog instead of eating mindlessly and I think that is just so great.  So, last night I did not chose sweets after supper, but rather I read blogs, ate some mini mandarin oranges (I guessed 6 was a serving once peeled) and watched the Oilers win, YAH.  I really, really, really wanted to eat something and was a little hungry so later in the evening, I had 2 cups of air popped popcorn.

http://www.efreshfruit.com/fruits-info/oranges2.htm  

Anyways, these mini mandarin oranges are so AMAZING and can you believe they are about an inch and a half wide.  SO CUTE!

I love all fruit nearly equally though I am not the biggest fan of most melons.  Good on occasion though.  I guess I love berries and fresh pineapple the best. 

And Saskatoon berries in a pie are just HEAVEN.  LOL… no pie right now.  I know it is not the most ideal thing to see food as a reward, but sometime before this year ends, I would like a piece of this pie.  OOH ooh, I know, the next person to tell me this year that I have lost too much weight will have to buy me a piece of Saskatoon Yum!  Ok, I may have to just treat myself!  Dieter’s Power!  Like Girl Power, but I am in just the best place in a long time with diet.  I know things will just happen when they happen.  And I am ok with slow, because my overall form will look better as I do not rush it.  Ok, I wrote about it and it is done.  The pie fantasy is out of me.  *wink* (I fully recognize that this was NO fantasy.  I do not want to temp others, so it was in my head, a talk briefly about it and BAM, done. ;) )

What is your favorite fruit?

Jo, did you get your 2 servings of fruit in???

Yesterday I had a banana, prunes and mini mandarin oranges.  I count my tomato as a veg, but I guess it is a fruit.

Happy munching on that sweet juicy piece of fruit that’s just dying for you to savor it’s delightful nutients.  What a terrific way to give your body energy and life!

Little tiff last night with my sweetie over the fur child, so today I am really going to think only positive.  I love myself today and ALL thoughts and choices will reflect my desire to choose Happiness.  I am looking at the big picture and not the tiny unimportant things.  I know that one way I can chose to love myself is giving myself fruits and veggies.  If I am doing this then I will be less likely to eat senselessly.  So….. here goes… Breakfast, workout and studying…..

On this Rememberance Day, my prayers go out to family of military personel and soldiers serving their countries and also I remember the past soldiers who have fought for what I have in this society.  May peace come to us all someday…. 

Constipation

If you do not have a problem with constipation, then great.  But anyone who has a problem knows how uncomfortable it is and dealing is ESSENTIAL - both for your sanity/comfort and for your health.  I write this here because it has come to my attention that a number of people are having issues.  I have to work very hard to be regular and happy too.  I also think that Dr. Oz who has been on Oprah is awesome.  Though I have not read his book(s) he was brilliant when doing the poop talks on her show and so I can only assume the books are fantastic!

The purpose here is to help people who are stuck.   Happiness is the goal.  Somethings might be worth a try and then some will say, life is not worth living without that X-food or beverage or whatever.  We must enjoy and find the balance for our unique selves.   Usually the smallest changes can help.  Also, I come from a natural means of healing though in my life I am very much a middle ground thinker.  I am not of the allopathic vs. homeopathic camp.  There are good things to be taken from both schools.  I clearly think we are the sailors of our ships and our health though. 

What I know causes constipation for me and others things that can cause constipation:

-heavy meals - slows digestion

-lack of exercise

-inability to digest bread and dairy and prolonged consumption can even make it worse - good to have a varied diet. Plain active bacteria yogurt is better then milk.  I kid you not and I am getting use to it, but instead of milks, more and more I am adding yogurt and a little water or some kind of milk to my cereals.  I add different things to make it taste good like raisins, cut prunes, seeds, nuts, pineapple, ground flax or hemp seed, etc.).  I am even starting to prefer it and the results, though I had to convince myself it was good for me at first.  Actually I believe early on there was no milk of any kind in the house, so I tried it.  It grew on me….  :) 

-early intake of cow’s milk  (I share with you now, I have been constipated for the majority of my life and this is one of the reasons I chose to study Natural Nutrition.  Also intersting, babies who are breast fed ted to have less digestive issues.) 

-Early inappropriate foods and continued abuse of our guts creates a system that may not be able to function well.  Luckily our bodies are pretty forgiving.  A book I recommend to anyone who has digestive issues is Eating Alive by Dr. Matsen.  It is written in a fun way, but the information is serious and helpful.   MORE IMPORTANT THEN FOOD COMBINING IS CHEWING WELL!  :)

-chocolate, especially when combined with nuts - my weakness…. *sigh*

-constinuous meals and snacks that do not adhere to the principles of food combining - especially large amounts of meat that because all meats have a significant amount of protein and most have a moderate-high fat content, it really slows digestion and when mixed with carbs slows it down even further and may create fermentation in some individuals.  (yeast problems?   Nutrition, nutrition, nutrition….)

-a lot of fluids with meats (diluting hydrochloric acid -HCl) or not enough fluids with high fiber foods.  HCl in our stomach decreases with age.

 -impropper digeston beginning with not enough chewing - food should be a paste BEFORE swallowing, mixing as much saliva as possible. (25-50 times, may seem tedious, but it is your health!) This begins carbohydrate-sugar digestion and this is very important in not welcoming fermentation.

-high fat diet - fats slow down digestion more then carbs (fast) or protein (about 4-6 hours to digest)

-tea and coffee as they act as diuretcs (Though caffeine can also stimulate some people’s digestion. ??? - Still it is more diuretic I think.) 

-many medications (Tylenol, some heart and depression medications, … so many)

 -calcium without magnesium, and iron supplements

-aluminum (yikes - get that out of the diet or certainly reduce! Aluminum foil that comes into contact with food, pots/pans, antipersperants/deodorants,baking powders, bleached flour, processed cheese, antacids, breathing in dust when sanding from aluminum oxide sandpaper, beverages from aluminum cans)

-starchy fruit like bananas and some sources say cherries (though some say the opposite for both).  We are unique. 

-avoid tea with meal or high protein meals. The tea acids can toughen the protein and slow digestion  (I do like my tea….)

-avoid intense exercise, sleeping, bathing or walking around a lot after eat a meal. Right. *rolls eyes* Anyways, these all interfer with the bodies ability to digest propperly because blood is moved away from the middle of the body. Still I think if one is chewing well and not mixing huge amounts of fluid, one should be able to LIVE after eating….lol

-stopping smoking as nicotine can have a laxative effect.

-VARIOUS health problems

 -prolonged sress

-change in hormones

-pregnancy

-traveling

WHAT HELPS….The goal is to speed up digestion. Not decrease the ability of the body to absorb, but to allow the body to DO IT’S JOB! -digest, absorb and elliminate!

 -small meals are better

-limit sweets

-regular and small amounts of water over the course of the day. The standard 6-8 glasses is usually a good start. But water is individual and based on activity, climate, temperature, body weight etc. What is right for one, may not be right for another.

 -not mixing continual high carb and big protein meals or at least keeping the portions smaller. -limit breads if you think you might have problem digesting. NOT forever, but just for a month or so. Add back slowly. I find open faced sandwiches to be easily digested.  Though for awhile I am avoiding wheat.-limit cow’s milk/dairy except low fat quality yogurt (avoid thickeners) - get the real stuff. Ingredients should include milk and bacteria. NOTHING else. Fat free yogurts usually have thickeners. The last thing one needs is cornstarch and caragenum gum plugging you up  - yuck!

-add a good acidophilous supplement to aid in digestion or eat that yogurt

-magnesium rich foods and some take a supplement

-allow at least 3 hours though many sites and sources say 4-6 hours to digest meats before eating sugary foods and fruits (this is why small meals are better - less time to digest)

-eat fruits usually alone or with foods that have good bacteria (yogurt, kefir). Watch portions.  I semi adhere to this, but mostly I just listen to what is working with my body and what is not.

-pineapple and papaya have natural digestive enzymes so they can be eaten with anything. Chew well as with all food.

-low fat diet, but chose quality EFA foods (nuts, seeds, salmon, avocados, hemp seeds, nut butters) -some say grinding your own flaxseeds, though others find it can cause constipation.  (Not enough water maybe?) I am not sure about this, but everyone is certainly different. Still I think other factors cause constipation, not likely flax.  Most sources will say flax HELPS digestion.

-avoid eating fruit after a meal and also desserts. Save for another time? :) This is hard for me.  For those who have slow digestion, excess sugar is just bad news when residing with the slow and perhaps poorly digesting protein.  Irritable?  Yeasty?  Sorry, had to just put it out there. 

 -it is said that hard foods (require a lot of chewing) are better then huge amounts of liquids like shakes and soups. Again, I think variety and aiming for a less watered down day is ideal.  But, individual.

-high scratchy fiber foods can cause irritation/inflammation in the intestines so best not to overdo it. Eat a variety of different kinds of fiber rich foods and psyllium once in awhile can be helpful. Just do not cook with it, YUCK.  I ruined what would have been some good muffins cooking with psyllium… *rolls eyes*

-prunes, potatoes, carrot juice, apples, beets, vitamin C rich foods (tomatoes, potatoes, lemons, strawberries), lentils, chickpeas, portioned whole grains and start smaller (1/2 c)…. many other high fiber foods too.  A varied diet, high in fruits and vegetables with plenty of fiber and one’s appropriate amount of fluid is important.

-de-stress, yoga, pilates, regular exercise (In particular Hatha yoga can help the digestive system.)

-massage stomach, circular and pressing downward as one lays down or stands

I do not agree with Wikepedia’s suggestion that prolonged use of laxatives is okay. In fact it IS NOT! Best to deal with what is the cause of the problem then to continue a life style that is likely the main culprit. Still if one has a healthy life style and is still having problems then it is best to look at ways to deal. For those who are really suffering and have looked at everything, some substances are better then others. But seek medical advice!!! There are physical reasons one could having problems but in our current society of changing nutrition and stress (environmental and mental), it is likely that we can help ourselves with even slight changes in lifestyle.  THAT WITHOUT SAYING, I have had older clients (me as a caregiver) who have needed their laxatives.  Certainly quality of life  is vital. THESE are ideas and suggestions for those who struggle.  There are not so many ‘for sures’.  But good digestion is key in preventing many illnesses.  What can we do today to improve our digestion even a little?  Pick and choose from above and do your own research.   There is no clear idea of what is the ‘right’ amount or frequency for bowel movements (so my doctor said recently), but comfort is essential.  Sometimes the poofiness in the middle is a sign that digestion is a little or a lot poor.   Happy and smart eating and pooping!  ;) If you know something that works in dealing with the problem, please share as you could be helping someone.  Thanks.My comments on this:  Chocolate, dairy and wheat I think has really done a number on me lately (yes, let’s blame the food, not!) and so I am doing a little tweaking of my diet.  Back to nature a little more…whole foods,….75% of the time?  Oh I think I can do that. 

What has been working for me

Firstly I will be reading blogs as soon as I can.  And I know there are some ladies I need to go back and read some of your older blogs.  I miss you and I have not forgotten about you.  I have just needed to do some things and refocus and I am one of those people who is really good at multitasking until I am not….lol  So, things are busy this week, but still I can feel myself starting to RELAX.

What has been working for my blues and weight loss?  (And the two do go hand and hand.)

-regular exercise (30 min of cardio/day and I am at 5 consecutive days)

-balanced eating

-reaching out to a friend

-a reduction of stress and stressful situations

-no more exposure to renovating chemicals and materials (paint, drywall and drywall dust, paint thinner, paint stripper, crack filler, tub instalation chemicals and product) - these things do place stress on our bodies and cause a depeletion in vitamins and minerals.  I detest chemicals and so that in itself is added stress.   Could write more about chemicals, BUT NO.  Yah, done with them.

-making sure I have been taking my regular vitamins plus other supplements.  I do not take many supplements as I do see them as medicine.  And St. John’s Wort is seriously helpful for me.  I am not taking the full dose, but do find I am really less anxious and less likely to EE.

-Relaxation and self care (meditation, fall clean up that is not rushed, good comedies, good music, getting a new hair cut today)

-Finding out from any source, that I am not alone in what I am feeling and experiencing

 -I am recording just for 5 days to make sure my nutrition is back on.  It has been all over the place and not a desirable place for weight loss.

-REMEMBERING (this has been tough lately) that a high fiber/phytic acid diet can reduce zinc levels and low zinc levels CAN cause a variety of issues including a decreased immune system and low sex drive (among other issues).  One of my favorite high fiber cereals DOES NOT have added zinc where as others do.  Since adding a little zinc when I was ill and when ever I see that I am having those high fiber foods some what frequently I have been feeling a lot better. ;)  Mostly I am eating zinc rich foods.  I am writing this company to ask them why their cereal does not contain added zinc. One serving contains 8 grams of fiber and eaten semi regularily with a healthy diet also contributing to good, I SAY GOOD *smiles* fiber, could lead to low zinc levels.  It is important to know that the requirement of vitamins and minerals is VERY INDIVIDUAL and the symptomalogy is often a better indicator then blood tests.  My tests showed that everything is fine and yet my health was not fine.  Things are finally better.

And what I can believe is INCREASED SERETONIN.  :) 

Today David and I are going to the Trans Siberian Orchestra and I am feeling like it is Christmas.  Not because of the show, this was David’s pick (I picked the James Blunt concert) but rather it IS ELECTION DAY.   I will enjoy the show!   But this election affects more in this world then Canada’s resent election.  SO as soon as I am home tonight, my eyes will be glued to the TV.  I am so excited!!  Yep, I am a giddy kid.  Let’s go Obama voters!!!  I am cheering on my McCain supporting buddies too especially because you have (a) heart(s) of gold.  Love you all!  *hugs*

Serotonin/The Plan

So I found a fantastic new show (new to me) and I love that it is only 20 some minutes to watch one episode and yet it is nearly 20 minutes of smiling and laughing and this feels so wonderful.   Increased SEROTONIN !!!

The Big Bang Theory is so fantastic!!!  I laughed my behind off.  ;)

It is early to talk about my experience with St. John’s Wort, but I like it.  I do not take it early in the day because I would feel tired all day.  But I take it minimally and I feel comfortable starting out small.  I sleep so well and wake up refreshed.  I am not constipated at all THANK GOODNESS.  What I have found is that I have had a decreased desire to emotionally eat or eat out of boredom.  I feel more content to just be still.  I was feeling a little OCD before, but I feel good.  It is too bad that it interferes with the birth control pill because it could potentially be helpful for people who experience mild to moderate depression.  It is so awesome to have not cried this weekend and truly, that says something.  It was a good weekend and many things have increase my serotonin.

After my fasting blood test yesterday I was so hungry and I ate and ate yesterday.  Seriously I rarely go 14 hours with out eating.  I kind of felt like I might faint, but did not.  YAH.  I am not judging what I ate or how much, but I did eat a lot and I know this because I felt FULL.  Not sure how many  calories or points and I am good with this.   So I am maintaining and my spirits are good.  Though this week I would like to see some progress (any) because I finally feel a little better.  Energy is not optimum, but still it is time.

Love the new tub and more and more baths with candles……..

Whole grains (brown rice, quinoa, etc.), fish, fruits and vegetables, water, good healthy fats (salmon oil, hemp seeds, flax, nuts and seeds) vitamins, treats in moderation and light-moderate exercise (6/7 days).   David and I have decided no eating out until the end of the week.  No sugary desserts and instead we are chosing fruit.  I know this is not really a principle that Intuitive Eating believes in, but my sweetie suggested it (not me who usually says such things), so I think he has been feeling a bit like he wants to see changes for himself.  It will be good for both of us.   I also will be continuing to respect my full feeling……

Have a wonderful week Buddies!  Chamomile tea cheers.  *clink*

Intuitive Eating…

FIRST: Thank you to my buddies who were there for me at various times.  You are so fantastic !!!

Second: Intuitive Eating -  This is truly the only way for me!  That without saying, I have needed to just keep in mind points because I am either not eating enough or I eat too much later in the day and that DOES NOT work….lol  As we know.  So I am trying to reject the extreme diet mentality, but I am still trying to be aware, of course.

This is no excuse, but someone in my family has a very serious health condition and I did EE (emotionally eat) this week. I was not allowed to call this person because I was not suppose to know, but things are Out now and I can communicate, thank goodness.  Things are going to be tough, but I believe things will be ok.  I have to believe!

Anyways, I knew I was doing it (EE) and I just did it.  Well I was at least with the food when I was doing it.  Half way through what ever I was eating (snacking foods or left overs, I can not actually recall as it was days ago) I do remember that I made myself slow down and that was good.  I have figured it out, if I can actually BE WITH THE FOOD in those moments, it does not seem like the old EE at all.  So this is improvement.  And then this week, I did very well, so all in all a good week with the food.

I have been honoring my hunger for the most part and this is so empowering.   When I was out with my client I had my lunch and she had hers.  I was so satisfied with my sushi I did not feel like I needed another thing.  She told me she bought me one of those cookies from Subway and I felt like I could have a taste and so I took of a piece for the taste, but that was satisfying enough.  I was full.  I respected my fullness!!  Food is not the enemy.  Not even the choice I made to eat a few plus a few more chocolates yesterday was evil or sinful.  It was what it was.  Thank goodness.  I was not good this week and I was not bad.  I just enjoyed life, moved as much as I could and feel content.  Have I lost, I do not know.  But my head is on straight and I am ready to have another great week.

This week, because I have been doing pretty well with the top 6 of the 10 Principles of Intuitive Eating, this week I kind of pay a bit more attention the the last 4.  I have kept them in mind, but I do find it a little consuming, overwhelming and just unnecessary to do it all, so to speak.  I naturally did what I could and now, I can work on those things I struggled a little with and move on to being a little more attentively with the others.  All good here my buddies.

THIS WEEK I learned that I can sit on my butt and not axiously move to the kitchen because I do not like where my head is at.  It can happen.  I also learned and is not diet related, but I learned that this life is so precious and in an instant EVERYTHING can change, so it is good to make each moment count.  It is so important to make ammends and do now what you in the past put off.

10 Principles of Intuitive Eating

1.  Reject the diet mentality - pretty close though I think points are ingrained and helpful for eating enough and then not going over board. It is a tool.

2.  Honor your hunger- no starving, lol, like I have never done this anyways.  When hungry I did just eat something little to tide me over.

3.  Make peace with your food - a little EE, but I feel good with this, but will still be aware.

4.  Challenge the food police - no bad foods.  I started to see carbs as something to avoid just for awhile and then I realized this would only make me stupid, LITERALLY.  So I checked that reality and enjoyed moderately.

5.  Respect your fullness - did VERY well with this.  No discomfort this week.  Though I was pleasantly full after the mole sauce, chicken and beans at Labamba!  Wow… pumpkin seed mole sauce - YUM!

6.  Discover the satisfaction factor - a little of anything that I desired in the moment, savoring slowly, was simply the only way to live.  Pleasure and moderation.  Should have bought better quality chocolates yesterday and had a little less.  But all is good.  No regrets, but rather lessons to learn from.

7.  Honor your feelings without using food - work on to be more consistent

8.  Respect your body - continue……..

9.  Exercise - feel the difference  — keep it up!  I did a lot of walking this week and pilates.  Some pain prevented me from doing certain activities, but that is life.  I did what I could and I am happy about this.  I was not so happy in some of the moments when I felt like I could not do this or that.  But I GOT OVER IT and did not dwell for too long…hehe

10. Honor your health  - my motto that is old, but some how I always must carry it in my pocket like a pebble for those times when it does not seem to be important.

The most important thing for me to remember and this is an Intuitive Eating philosophy, “you will not get a nutrient deficiency or weight gain from one snack, one meal, or one day of eating.  It’s what you eat consistently over time that matters, progress not perfection is what counts.”

Motivated by Music

I am so excited.  One, Theo Tams won Canadian Idol and what a voice he has!!!

Terrific.  Check him out on YouTube if you what to hear new fabulous talent.  Truly his songs really put a smile on my face yesterday and made me realize that chemistry is not worth getting frustrated over.  Besides, I gave myself a break, came back to it and it was a snap!  :)

David and I are going to …… James Blunt!


I am SO EXCITED!!!  We have the best tickets for this concert.  We were online as soon as they went on sale.

My fave songs are You’re Beautiful, I Really Want You and Good Bye My Lover.  I am a bit nutty over his voice.  How do I say it, he makes me weak like I think Elvis made some weak.  He has one of the coolest voices EVER.

So, music has been really good for me and it was time to update the MP3 player. Later I will share what is on there.

A buddy asked what I am doing for exercise and I am doing everything that I have listed on my page.  I am not doing so much DVDs as I once did.  But rather since I know what is on them for exercises I am creating my own much more intense workouts with weights and pilates moves.  I am going to give this a whirl for awhile in combination with my own favorite music.   I just needed a boost so to speak.  Plus with my intensity I can also get in a little more cardio that is not high impact on my precious joints.  More of less continous movements but alternating muscle groups.

Anywho…. I will discuss more on Intuitive Eating at a later time.  It is tough, but I am developing a new lifestyle for myself that does not revolve around control.  Yep this is good for me.  ;)

I looked at my goal on my buddy page and I have not been doing this, loving my body lately.  I really want to work on this.  I see my body changing in ways and some are good and others are not, but I just want to remember what is important.  I have things going on right now and I have such a supportive and loving partner.  Now why can’t I just be okay with me, my whole self?  I have been a little bit of a sabbotager, but things are pretty fine.  Without making a big deal out of any of the choices I have made (well mostly…things to work on) I just made a healthy choice for lunch and I feel AWESOME!!  Because I am a lover of food I must share with you that I AM SO LOOKING FORWARD to having my Mom’s Borsht this weekend ;)

Well, have a great weekend Everyone.  Now I am off to read some blogs and then get to it!!! *hugs*

Time to make things right !!

So I want to write something quick and yet do not know what to say. It feels like I am just now talking to a new friend I have not seen in awhile. What to say?

I have been frustrated and I do not want sympathy, please! But just wanted to share that I injured my knee again, same thing and they will not do anything for it, they can’t they say. SO I NEED TO BE CAREFUL! No I was not even doing a sport, I was climbing up one very high step of a bleacher to watch a baseball game and just twisted it wrong. Not only that, instead of resting it properly I went a little hard with life when I should have just sat on my butt for awhile. So yesterday was a sit on my butt day drugged out on some most pleasant medication that actually helped me to keep my behind glued to the couch and bed. Seriously I felt drunk for much of the day. It feels so much better today. BUT I KNOW I MUST BE CAREFUL.

I have had some other health issues that have lead me to need to do a bit of a cleanse. Nasty cravings!! I am using food and as much activity as I can to cleanse/detox and get better. One way to really detox is to sweat a lot and work the big muscles (I can not work my quads…. *tear, tear*). Well since I am trying to take it easy with any kind of impact, this is tough. I am looking to the Wildcat activity chart and giving it my all, with in reason. Seriously I have been slacking and it is time to work on my strength and flexibility a little. Could I have re-injured myself because I have let certain activities fall from my routine? Perhaps. Could be just an old injury (my Mom has the same thing I just found out - weird!). Matters not now. Now it is time to get at it and make it better.

Study, workout, read blogs at lunch time, study and go to book club tonight. Missed Canadian Idol last night. Yes I am watching it and loving it like the older gal I am. I hear from some young people that it is so yesterday……lol Well I guess I never use to watch it, but now it is a part of my week. I should be able to see it soon. *grins*

So have a great week everyone! It is time for a loss ;)

Quickie

The thing about the last blog appearing so long, I did not write most of it. This is shorter. Quickies can be good too, even necessary!

When I wrote the last blog I was not really sad. A little p-o’ed but certainly so thrilled to be aware of myself, my thoughts and what I do with food in the not so ideal times. I feel so awesome and for so many reasons. I just did not want my buddies to think that I was still in monster state. Though does it ever go away? I think not.

I have been working out usually at different times through out the day and eating regular small meals/snacks. Studying outside on the terrace today as I could not bring myself to take Oscar back in so I took my books out for a bit. The heat was just a beating down so we only stayed out for about 25 minutes. Made some homemade pea soup in the crockpot. And maybe after some more studying and supper we just might go and play tennis. We will see.

We have a new game and we waited so long and I mean I felt like the annoying kid who kept saying “is it in yet?” Nothing like a game called Pandemic to make you work together to solve the little issue of us vs. the disease. I am so morbid but I have a certain fascination for such things. It is kind of like me and vampire movies I guess. Just my thing. I love that we get to work together, David and myself.

Life is so good and I am so thankful. Off to read about energies with in the body and how everything we think and feel creates our biology. So keep it positive, deal with the not so good because procrastination really bites us in the ass and smile. Because you never know who is watching.

And from Jane with the challenge. I helped a gentlemen up when he was quite down today. I think the poor guy was shocked with my good intensions, but that was what came for me. I was open and I just did! ;)

I am back to recording just to make sure I am getting proper nutrition and I feel fabulous!!! 24-28 points is the goal and I am basing my points on how much I am moving too.

Biggest hugs………

Broken scale

So I weighed in early to, a sneak preview so to speak, but the scale was giving me 3 completely different numbers. Hmmm…. I do not care about finding a new scale either. I will get weighed at the doctors soon enough when I go for my physical. I do not need the scale to tell me my my size 10s are snug. Wore them today. So I know what I need to do, but I do not feel pressure or ticked off. Time to eat like a thin chick, but more importantly then watching those portions and drinking plenty of fluids is to continue with the exercise. My size has not changed really. I am still 30/41 (wasit/hips) so I just need to get smart. I saw a direct correlation with stress and FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER, love handles ??? All righty! Yeh that was good feed back. Junk plus stress equals badness….bad love (handles). Anyways, I am not giving up on my goals, but if my 10s are comfortable, I am pretty okay with this. Why the surrendering/attitude change?

I LOVE HOW MY OVER ALL BODY LOOKS. No it is not perfect, but I look better when I am a little more fuller on top. I start dieting TOO much and I look weird on top, BUT I figure a bit slower, more definition on the bottom, maybe another permanent 10 lost this year, and maybe this is good Jennifer speed.

This week has been really tough for me. I do not like Mother’s Day and Father’s Day for personal reasons. But if I can start to put those foods down before things get out of hand, well then I say I am a success. There are times when in life I have felt completely alone and scared and I ate and ate and ate. Those behaviors are still with me, but my past does not define me. I am grateful for a smaller stomach that does not allow for lots of food. That is the thing with eating slow, the hunger comes quicker. And so I do not have to keep going. I can have some cake or whatever and then I can stop. Thin people eat whatever, they just do not eat it ALL! And when I do indulge, a bit too much, well there is always activity. I love movement. My muscles are doing some good work for me these days. They are keeping my form pretty decent. What else can a girl ask for? Love for me? Yeh, not getting down on myself is the BEST NEWS I HAVE TO SHARE. I feel cool and calm and motivated.

OK… I will ask…. I want to find a flattering bathing suit. Thank you Santa. But I think this will require going to a real swim suit store and not Walmart…. they are so awful…all of them! lol The colors, the weird buckles- bamboo and metal, the styles….. YUCK! NO bling bling! I do need to try in on though. I just can not order on line. Am I procrastinating? Entirely possible.

What I am most pleased with, MY MOM who is over weight and has high cholesterol is going on and on about how she is changing her food choices. I think this is so awesome, but everyone has to come to that certain thing, IN THEIR OWN TIME. Had a good conversation with her today. :)

Ahhh…… finding some balance and enjoying this ride. I hope you are too. Have a great week! *hugs*

A slow and rainy weekend

I watched the French Open today (7AM) and I absolutely love Rafael Nadal (won in 3 straight sets), but also I really think Roger Federer is one of a kind and a terrific human being. Nadal is so hot! Anyways sometimes winning when there is not much of a challenge is not always the ideal. A challenge where you have to really really work at things is so much better and I hear rewarding.

Every time I have a not so fine day for my intake I realize now that it is just one day. I am tracking my points for a while because it is in me to test myself and show a little discipline and moderation. The best thing I did Friday was to decide to track my points. So after 2 days my extra points are gone! Ha! Twas a terrific weekend in all ways. Played Twister, did some shopping, did some reading (no studying), walked to the movies in the rain with my sweetie (Indiana Jones), watched Sex in the City (the series) watched and listened to the rain, made some amazing cookies (small batches are good!) and relaxed. Oh yeh and on the day where I used up the majority of my extra points, I had a terrific workout day of intense cardio and strength training (9 points of exercise). I woke up feeling amazing!

So the next 5 days I will be consuming 25 points per day. Life is good. I just require light boundaries sometimes. There is a type of personality that works well with WW and these type programs. There is no denial, but you do have to use your head a little. It is so nice to say “no thank you” with confidence then to accept and eat something mindlessly. A good place….

So why Twister? I had to play it after Jon Bon Jovi was a guest in Sex in the City and was playing it with Sarah Jessica Parker. Of course they collapsed on each other and yadda yadda…. Note to self, no playing Twister when I do Hard Body Yoga the day before and I do not stretch before the game because twisting myself up like a pretzel is scary stuff - felt like I may scream with the pain of holding those positions….hehe Fun times! What a masicist I am!

Ahh…. Have a great day and week Everyone. Simple… eat healthy or healthier and move more, for us! I will try and do my best :)

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